Gorgeous. I do.
I've spent the past hour or two ....pottering around cleaning the bathroom,
hanging out the spare sheets in gale force winds (Giraffe boy had a friend stay over) ..and otherwise enjoying myself.
I am .. I kid you not, in a joyful, happy state, simply from having a nice time, in my new, old castle ...the single life is hard to explain ...exciting, freeing and also of course, more vulnerable.
Men ...are a mystery to me. At times I'd rather clean the bathroom.

I'd like one. I think.
Everytime one gets close I roll my eyes and run. Haha...
When I say close I mean about 10 feet away ...or 300kms.
Or he might be looking at me and gasp, saying something.
I'd like to respond ...I might ...
I have today, a couple of times ..turned down a couple of ummmmm
I wish my best friend Michele was here she would give you a couple of really good words, I don't use myself, but I love it when she does!
Some ...cut so quickly to what they want. I did say some ..not all.
I had one approach me today who said he was a......psychic and he could feel me so close ...

I did let him know if he was a psychic it was fascinating how little he knew about the gentle art of seduction and about me!
I can see a lot of culling ...
Culling? Good grief.
Dating. Sarah Lulu is back in the dating game ..for the first time since the 70's.

I don't know if everything is different, or just I am.
I can't remember that far back!!!!!
I'm not sure I'm up to this ..
But .. I do know this, I have to do something, act... take a chance,
baby steps, be in the mix, do life.
I've been saying that, haven't I?
I know.
Witnesses. You are all my witnesses and cheer squad.
No good talking about wanting something and doing nothing.
I need to wish, pray and take a step ...then let the Universe do it's magic.
I'm going to need lots of support and it's likely I'm going to have an immaculate, spotless, shiny bathroom.
Thank you God.

























