Thursday, July 26, 2012

Tripping the light fantastic...

It is has been so very long since I posted.  Not because I have had nothing to say or tell, more that I have such a new full life I have not time to step aside ...I'm in the mix!

Oh thank you God.

All my intention has been on creating this new and exciting adventure that unfolds before me.

New friends and old ones reconnected ... many from my old school days.

Nights out on the town, days lunching or at the movies or meandering around the lakes or ocean shore.

There are not enough minutes in the hour to elaborate on the level of my gratitude for all the blessings I am receiving.

At every turn I feel the energy surges I have experienced by daring to try new and different.

It's never too late to be daring.  Never, never too late.

Thank you God.

Tuesday, January 31, 2012

My son's wedding day !!

Oh the pure joy .... we are so blessed as a family.

Thank you God.

Wednesday, January 11, 2012

Wishcasting Wednesday

Jamie's  prompt this week is ... just what I needed (of course!!).

What do you wish to reclaim?

My soul spoke to me the moment I read the words ...

My heart.

I wish to reclaim my heart.

At this new time of my life,

I need my heart whole and undamaged by past experiences and love gone.

 Beating strongly, unbruised and open.

Thank you God.

Sunday, December 18, 2011

Happy Christmas !!

I have been so unbelievably busy living ..actually particpating in the flow of life ..
I've not had time to post at all.

My school reunion ... 38 years after we graduated.  Magical, memorable and fantastic!
Almost 40 years since I had seen most of them ... 

And now the runup to Christmas ...Christmas Eve and Christmas Day with all my children and then my granddaughters are coming back with me for the week and New Year's eve here at the beach.

I am so blessed.

Happy Christmas dear blog friends, whatever that may mean to you.

Thank you God.

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

Wishcasting Wednesday

Big Question from Jamie this week ! Wishcasting .... is a wonderful magical experience that I have been doing for a year or two now.  It amazes me how many have come true!!

What is my greatest wish?

Well ... being as honest as I dare..

I wish for love to find me again.

Yes I do.

Thank you God.

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

Wishcasting Wednesday

Jamie's prompt this week ..

Who do you wish to have tea with?

Two images danced through my mind .

I wish to have tea with Alice of course ... filled with fun and fantasy.

And I wish to have a wedding tea party with my next grand passion.

Imagination becomes reality so swiftly sometimes right out of left field.
Thank you God.

Sunday, October 23, 2011

Cracks in the wall ......

As I was just telling a blogger friend, .... it's a quirk of fate isn't it? .... that self discoveries can often be found, whilst looking at someone else's life, .... As a part of my journey to the Fiji Islands and back ... to Sydney for work and then back home to the mid-north coast of NSW ... where the beach castle sits proudly amongst the permanent seaside dwellers and those that come and go in more temporary abodes .... I realise that cracks have started to appear in the wall that surrounds my heart or holds my psyche together or is it that ... at this ripe old age I've arrived at, I'm tired of doing it all alone? On my return from my fabulous adventure I am, to be sure, filled with gratitude for what my life holds but also so prone in these last few days to fits of emotions and tears bordering on tantrums, all internal, nothing to show for it all, except on here!
I feel both relaxed and thankful, at the same time as incredibly fragile, vulnerable and likely to fall apart in a strong breeze. Not a good thing today with the sea breeze sending the palms bending, creaking and even snapping all around me. A reflection of how I feel, manifesting in the environment that surrounds me. I am, aware, as always, that all is well. I trust that things are unfolding as they should, but I'm also acutely aware of the shift inside me. I've been like a fortress really. I sometimes have dabbled at the thought of someone in my life, but at the first hello, I've always found it very easy to remove myself from any really connection likely to develop. And now? Like an earthquake slowly building silently the strain builds until the earth is forced to move and shake and realign itself, that is how I feel.
Like the Universe has decided to shift me. And how I am now? Unsteady, unsure and not sure what or who to hang onto. Nobody has stepped up except the sense of space where someone could come.
I wonder what the next move will be. I wonder what will happen now that I feel these cracks in my otherwise very centred being. Only God knows. I will have to believe (even though I'm faking it right now) that this is a gift ... the wish for something more so strong I can't contain it. Thank you God.